g0t sc0lding by daddy

ii knew tis dae will c0me,
but n0t s0 s0on..
daddy actually check on me again...
NO~
ii sh0uld say is mrs lee check on me~
ever since she m0ved in,
ii nv haf a g0od life...

h0w ii wish daddy nv met her b4
and daddy w0nt CHANGED bc0s of her..

daddy listen t0 mrs lee always..
he trust her m0re than me

ii dun actually n0e when tis happen...
mrs lee checked my stuffs..
she used my lappy...
she saw all my things st0red in my lappy
dunn0 whr she g0t my pws t0 access it!
she even read my diary which ii kept in my wardr0be~
0h damn it!

ya, she t0ld EVERYTHING t0 my daddy~

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(it remind me of my life in yr 2006)

daddy actually banned me f0r n0t t0 use c0mputer,
n0 g0 out wif fren, c0me h0me straight after sch b4..
n0e h0w my life during the peri0ds?
t0tally can kill me~

during tat time,
ii t0ld myself haf t0 bear wif it..
if iim g0od, daddy will n0e~

yes daddy knew it!!
and ii can lead n0rmal life again!!~

ii dun wan t0 lead tat kind of life again~
iim scared.. real scared~~
s0 ii t0ld myself tat ii MUST cherish tis chance.
be daddy's g0od gal and be NICE t0 mrs lee~
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NOoooo~~~
ii dun wan tis t0 be happen again~
daddy sc0lded me..
he n0es ab0ut us~ (ben & me)
he wan t0 n0e the truth
he wan me t0 end tis r/s~
ii cried~~
ii begged~~

ii wanted t0 lie t0 my daddy
tat it was jus "game r/s" n0 others~
but ii c0uldnt d0 s0~
he is my daddy,
a man tat ii respect
a man tat ii l0ve s0 much~~

in the end,
ii t0ld him the truth..
and he sending me t0 granny's place,
t0 let my uncle l0ok after me..

tat means,
ii cann0t g0 out, use c0m and play maple anym0re~
ii g0nna l0st my maple frens again~
and my dear t0o~
will he sad?
will he l0st w/o me?
will he tink of me?
will he miss me?
will he wait f0r me?

s0 saddd many things in mind~
ii cry.. cry and cry~~
h0w ii wish he c0me and take me away~

far.. far away~~

d0 ii really haf t0 hide it f0rever??

t0dae ah yi asked h0w ii been d0ing..
ii t0ld her my relati0nship abt us...
she was mad after hearing wad ii said..
ii tried t0 get her believe me wad iim d0ing..
and she is veri w0rry me..

she t0ld me t0 tink twice wad iim d0ing n0w..
and it is n0t the time f0r "BGR"~

*hais*

ii d0 n0t n0e wad will happen in future..
ii really luv him..
wad t0 d0?
give up??
if daddy f0und out..
ii w0nt be in sg anym0re...
he said will send me away if ii n0t guai~

and n0wadays...
mewmew als0 g0t her pr0bs..
ii w0rry f0r her t0o...
bc0s of her parents,
she quitted maple...
n0 m0re g0 h0me late~
n0 m0re askin $$ f0r fun actitvities~
n0 m0re chatting wif frens over the f0ne~
n0 m0re internet~
and she officially br0ke up wif w0ofy~
ii n0e she still haf feeling f0r him~
but she cann0t be wif him anym0re...

all ii can d0 is stay beside her
t0k t0k & share snacks~~

ii understand parents r f0r our g0od~
but dun they tink tat is t0o much f0r us??
all we wan jus abit m0re FREEDOM~
YA FREEDOM is all ii wan n0w~~

till n0w ii didnt menti0n daddy ab0ut our relati0nship~
tis time really diff fr0m past..

my brain is tired~~ tired~~ really tired ler~~

s0 sadddd

♥ *可欣只對笨猪有感覺* ♥

♥ *我爱我的笨猪* ♥

ii meant wad ii said...

h0w abt uu.....???

ii s0 sadddd n0w....

uu wasnt here.....

where uu~~~~

sleepless nite - ii miiss uu

t0dae bc0s of me he quarrel wif ppls..

ii regretted f0r telling him tat ii kena bullied...

and cause him angry wif th0se kiddies....

haissss..

n0w 1am plus ler...

w0 ha0 xiang ta~~~

but he dunn0...

s0 sadddd....

the feeling..

t0dae ii felt s0 saddd.. and ii c0uldn't explain whyyy
and ii listening Janice's s0ngs...
0ne of her s0ng "Never Let Y0u Go"....
make me cry~ cry~~ and cry~~~
ii really w0rried the dae will c0me...

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Janice Wei Lan - Never Let You Go Lyrics

The rain just never seems to bring the joy, I feel the same,
Everlasting pain of my loss remains,
My heart can't seem to learn to part,
The hold you left your mark,
All that I dreamed of now it seem so stark,

Though I told myself, won't hold my breath,
A part of me was dying,
There is nothing left for me to do now, but give in,

*Chorus
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go.

The way you left me on the train,
I don't know what to say,
I remember everything of that day,
I can't believe we'd never dance,
I just need one more chance,
To share the sunset,
Our one last romance,

Though I told myself, won't hold my breath,
A part of me was dying,
There is nothing left for me to do now but give in,

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,

I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go.

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,

I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go

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**y0u shui hui ming bai w0 de xin?