Thursday, April 26, 2007

g0t sc0lding by daddy

ii knew tis dae will c0me,
but n0t s0 s0on..
daddy actually check on me again...
NO~
ii sh0uld say is mrs lee check on me~
ever since she m0ved in,
ii nv haf a g0od life...

h0w ii wish daddy nv met her b4
and daddy w0nt CHANGED bc0s of her..

daddy listen t0 mrs lee always..
he trust her m0re than me

ii dun actually n0e when tis happen...
mrs lee checked my stuffs..
she used my lappy...
she saw all my things st0red in my lappy
dunn0 whr she g0t my pws t0 access it!
she even read my diary which ii kept in my wardr0be~
0h damn it!

ya, she t0ld EVERYTHING t0 my daddy~

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(it remind me of my life in yr 2006)

daddy actually banned me f0r n0t t0 use c0mputer,
n0 g0 out wif fren, c0me h0me straight after sch b4..
n0e h0w my life during the peri0ds?
t0tally can kill me~

during tat time,
ii t0ld myself haf t0 bear wif it..
if iim g0od, daddy will n0e~

yes daddy knew it!!
and ii can lead n0rmal life again!!~

ii dun wan t0 lead tat kind of life again~
iim scared.. real scared~~
s0 ii t0ld myself tat ii MUST cherish tis chance.
be daddy's g0od gal and be NICE t0 mrs lee~
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NOoooo~~~
ii dun wan tis t0 be happen again~
daddy sc0lded me..
he n0es ab0ut us~ (ben & me)
he wan t0 n0e the truth
he wan me t0 end tis r/s~
ii cried~~
ii begged~~

ii wanted t0 lie t0 my daddy
tat it was jus "game r/s" n0 others~
but ii c0uldnt d0 s0~
he is my daddy,
a man tat ii respect
a man tat ii l0ve s0 much~~

in the end,
ii t0ld him the truth..
and he sending me t0 granny's place,
t0 let my uncle l0ok after me..

tat means,
ii cann0t g0 out, use c0m and play maple anym0re~
ii g0nna l0st my maple frens again~
and my dear t0o~
will he sad?
will he l0st w/o me?
will he tink of me?
will he miss me?
will he wait f0r me?

s0 saddd many things in mind~
ii cry.. cry and cry~~
h0w ii wish he c0me and take me away~

far.. far away~~

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