❤一个付出了感情的..笨猪可欣..❤

Don't miss me!

2007-09-29T02:21:00.000+08:00

I'm leaving for Malaysia & Hongkong today (or rather later in the morning)
Not going for Holiday but something which I HATE most.
And so wanted to leave a short note for everyone,
just in case you guys are wondering what has happened to me.
I won't be back till 1 year or so...

P.S. XJ - I am sorry I can't accept the box of chocolates
P.P.S. Classmates & Friends- Take Care & Good Luck!!
P.P.P.S. XiaoHua, Belle, MaMa, Ewin JieJie, LengLeng, Eric & Hitay0 - Take Care! I will miss you all!

Footnote to MEW* - Sweets, you'll always remain one of the closest & most special.

L o t s L u v,
K e x i n ❤`

Hi All..

2007-07-17T17:27:00.000+08:00

im baCk..
miSs uu all s0 muchhhh..... ^^

g0odbye frens..

2007-06-18T01:32:00.000+08:00

read my title, on t0p...

ii w0nt update my bl0g,

playing maple or chatting in MSN..

dun call or sms me.. ii haf thr0w away my prepaid card..

and pls dun try find me thru mewmew..

ii really nid s0me time on my own t0 c0ol d0wn n0w b4 sch re0pen..

take care my frens...

loves, kexin..

it is painful..

2007-06-18T01:29:00.000+08:00

many many things t0 say..

firstly ii w0uld like t0 ap0logise t0 all
tat ii g0ne miSsing f0r the past few daes..
and make uu guys w0rried f0r me..
and ii didnt on my MSN even th0u
ii was here checking emails or bl0gging...
and didnt play maple f0r ab0ut 1 mth?
s0rrie t0 all my maple frens..
ii cant play wif uu all and disturb uu like ii used t0 anym0re..

special thanks t0 th0se ii nv met b4 and was thr
t0 listen me out.. giv me advises..
and chat wif me when ii nid them...
Mama
Ewin Jiejie
Xia0hua
Belle
LengLeng
Hitay0
Eric

and all my frens out there.. uu-n0e-wh0-uu-r~

*****************

s0meb0dy email asked me...
"am ii av0iding him.."
"cant uu guys sit d0wn and t0k?"
"whyy uu dun let him explain..."
ii dun even rem when ii giv her my bl0g link..
ii really dunn0 wad t0 reply her..
if uu r reading, iim s0rrie tat ii didnt reply ur mail...
thanks f0r ur c0ncerns.. appreciate it..

ever tat incident, we c0uldnt chat s0 well in MSN we used be..
g0t few times, we chatted halfway..
HE OFFLINE!!
AND THEN II RECEIVED HIS EMAIL..
and fr0m tat, ii c0uldnt sleep at nite...

ii wish ii c0uld p0p in s0me sleeping pills
or drink daddy's wines and g0 bed...
but ii cant..
ii t0o y0ung f0r th0se and ii under medicati0n

after s0me times.. we did t0k again...
but it wasnt same as last time..
he still calling me "la0po" but ii didnt call him "dear" anym0re..

ii d0 n0t haf the c0urage t0 tell him s0mething..
ii t0t he c0uld felt it..
but he s0meh0w dun get it..
funny thing is he seems dunn0 wad is wr0ng here
and ii als0 TIRED t0 explain it all over again..

is n0t tat ii nv giv him chance and time..
he n0es ii get jeal0us easily...
if he treasure our relati0nship..
he can take 5mins or even leSs than tat...
t0 rem0ve the GAL'S PIC and verify EVERYTHING
and even on his friendster..
ii n0e he is busy lately..
dun tell me 5mins he als0 cant spare?

bc0s of tis relati0nship..
ii put in al0t till ii cann0t breathe..
ii d0 n0t n0e wad else t0 amend tis...
ii feels s0 sad n0w....
s0 tireddddddd........
wish s0meb0dy c0uld take me away..
as far as p0ssible...
ii cant take it anym0re.....
treat tat iim SELFISH......
ALL MY FAULTS...........

ii cant tink of any reas0n t0 l0ve uu anym0re..
pls let me g0..............

the "empty" fri m0rning..

2007-06-15T05:25:00.000+08:00

ii did n0t sleep well last nite..

Hehehe...

2007-06-12T23:37:00.000+08:00

怎么办感觉甜又酸偷偷爱你快乐又孤单
怎么办爱却不能讲你真讨厌不来帮我的忙
你怎么可以这样笑容打败太阳甚至比我还要更好看
我虽然无力抵挡但是日子还长总有一天换你为我疯狂~!

*****************

iim veri tired t0dae but s0meh0w ii feel like bl0gging..

am ii addicted?

heehee.. ii dun care! ii wan t0 bl0g s0mething!!

th0se chinese w0rding is a s0ng..

sang by S.H.E!

nid t0 sleep ler...

Sleepy buggy "biting" me n0w~ =X

Sleepless Nite...

2007-06-11T06:08:00.000+08:00

AGAIN~

pls kill me..

我玩的很开心－谢谢你们！

2007-06-10T16:00:00.000+08:00

jus g0t h0me after "3D/2N" at Esther 表姐's chalet..
mew was invited t0o.. h0w can g0 chalet w/o her!
she will sc0ld me if ii dint ask her al0ng..HAHA!
XJ k0r joined t0o.. n0b0dy invited him but he came on his own!!
真不要脸的家伙！=P

had 2 r0unds of BBQ!~
s0 many f0ods on 2nd nite
we c0uldnt finish them...
and end up we g0t t0 "giv away" s0me f0ods t0 our "neighb0urs"
they are jus s0me uncles and aunties.. FRIENDLY type~
was glad tat they dun mind our f0ods! =)
they even c0mmented the fried bee h0on veri nice~
of c0s lahs.. must see wh0 fry one~~ hEe!! =P

Esther 表姐 veri nice dr0ve us t0 Tampines walk walk~
even ydae pizza lunch als0 she paid f0r us!
ii see bia0jie s0 nice then ii b0ught 1 piggy hammer f0r her!
and then she said the "猪头" l0ok like me.

Me: 表姐, 我很像猪吗？
Esther 表姐: *n0ds head*
Me: 那里像？你说..你说..你说啦！
Esther 表姐:你和猪一样的可爱啦...

at tis m0ment all start laffing... ><"
zZz.. and ii kept tinking..
天啊..难道我真的那么可爱吗？
还是我真的长的像猪呢～
想想..像猪也无所谓啦..
有人喜欢就可以咯！

thru tis p0st, uu guys can see h0w much fun ii had these few daes
frankly speaking.. 我好久没那么开心了！

P/S: k0r, thanks f0r the "walk walk" last nite... uu really sweet.. ❤

ii miSs ah jun..♥~

2007-06-07T21:16:00.000+08:00

Third dae at w0rk

ii had 1 egg prata and 豆花水 f0r breakfast..
a yummie breakfast can make the dae f0r HAPPIER!
HeeHee... xin fu l0r~~ =)

ii went h0me at 11am t0 get change..
meeting ah jun f0r lunch!! *HAPPY*
it been quite s0me time didnt see him!
可怜ah jun瘦了~~

actually he l0ok better lehs..
c0s tat time he g0t abit belly belly de l0hs...
w0ops! =X

ah jun wanted t0 bring t0 eat Fish & Co...
but ii dun wan and g0t sc0lded!
CHOU AH JUN! @#$%^! =.=

in the end ii pulled him t0 g0 f0od c0urt eat
sliced fish s0up wif rice~ *YUMMIES*
m0re healthier and cheaper mahs.. HEE~

after lunch, ah jun gtg......
s0 saddd.. alm0st cried... =(
and he gave me $50 t0 buy anything ii wan~

**好想回到过去..你讲我、我讲你、我打你、你打我～

Sleepless Nite...

2007-06-07T03:33:00.000+08:00

cant get t0 sleep right n0w...

many tots ran thru my mind...

"What's Your Elf Name?"

2007-06-06T23:27:00.001+08:00

Your Elf Name Is...

Happy Cartwheels

What's" Your Elf Name?

ya 1 m0re..

2007-06-06T23:12:00.000+08:00

s0urces: http://www.ilovefcc.com/forum/read.php?tid=3545&u=

『大小姐脾氣測驗』

一般人認定的大小姐，是指家裡環境好、
受眾人呵護或集三千寵愛於一身的人。
由於這種人從小被保護得很好，
所以難免脾氣任性或難以相處，
以下的測驗可以測出你到底是不是人見人怕的「大小姐」喔！

1、妳常遲到嗎？
a. 幾乎不曾 →往2 b. 經常 →往3

2、喜歡國語或數學科？
a. 國語 →往4 b. 數學 →往5

3、蛋糕與仙貝喜歡哪一種？
a. 蛋糕 →往6 b. 仙貝 →往7

4、喜歡朝陽還是落日？
a. 朝陽 →往8 b. 落日 →往9

5、不喜歡聽別人的命令做事？
a. 是 →往9 b. 否 →往11

6、別人的生日舞會你會帶什麼去慶祝？
a. 花束 →往9 b. 遊戲類的小道具 →往10

7、旅行時一定會帶？
a. 藥 →往10 b. 糖果 →往11

8、有三個以上的知心好友？
a. 是 →往12 b. 否 →往14

9、覺得家事是女人應該要學會的嗎？
a. 是 →往12 b. 否 →往13

10、覺得自己跟異性還是同性朋友較合得來？
a. 異性 →往13 b. 同性 →往15

11、你看到暗戀的對象在講手機，第一個想法是？
a. 一定是跟其他美眉在哈拉 →往14 b. 跟朋友約見面的時間地點 →往15

12、你開心或生氣會表現在臉上嗎？
a. 會 →【B 型】b. 不會 →【A 型】

13、跟男友約會，比較喜歡去？
a. 公園散步 →【A 型】b. 遊樂場開心玩樂 →【C 型】

14、突然有意外的收入你會？
a. 存起來 →【B 型】b. 買喜歡的東西 →【D 型】

15、有沒有兄弟姊妹呢？
a. 獨生子或最小的 →【D 型】b. 有兩個以上 →【C 型】

《 A 》
在愛情上，你抱持著羅曼蒂克的情懷，
不論對誰都很友善，很為別人著想，
總是默默在一旁付出，你的好，
只有身邊親密的人才看得到。如果要說小姐脾氣，
你也是那種有教養的小姐，有禮貌知分寸，
不會無理取鬧，但只要你決定想做的事，
就絕對沒有人可以阻止你，是個非常有主見的人。

《 B 》
你不但沒有大小姐脾氣，而且母性很強，
常常操心很多事情，對日常生活或理財都非常謹慎小心，
很善於照顧別人，由於你太過能幹的個性，
反而讓喜歡你的人不敢接近；也由於你理性的態度，
有時不免缺乏情趣，
你嚴謹的生活方式有時會給對方帶來壓力，
建議你對喜歡的人不要太過主動，
讓他發現你小女人的一面，
偶偶發點大小姐脾氣是必要之惡，
也可以增進兩人的相處情調，放輕鬆一點，
其實你也可以享受一段甜蜜浪漫的戀情喔。

《 C 》
要預測你的大小姐脾氣什麼時候發作，
我想可以參考天氣預測吧。
因為你的個性就像氣象一樣陰晴不定，
完全看心情做事，心情好的時候，
周圍的人都有福；稍微情緒不對的話就會耍任性，
周圍人就遭殃，也因為你太隨性，
所以容易樹敵，這點要多加注意才是。

《 D 》
你喜歡受到寵愛，而且超會撒嬌，
常常想要人保護；你是標準的小女人，
依賴心強、軟弱、容易受傷。由於你的個性，
所以常成為異性追求的目標，不過也因為這樣，
你很自然地成為同性攻擊的對象，會覺得你做作，
故作姿態。你的大小姐脾氣只對異性有用，
而且效果極好，但太常使用會讓對方感到厭煩，
周圍的人也會反感，所以要稍微克制一下才是喔。

1 m0re test.. f0r gal only... 0hh...

2007-06-06T22:15:00.000+08:00

s0ures: http://www.ilovefcc.com/forum/read.php?tid=1965&u=

你是哪种女孩子？(限女性)

和好朋友一起度过了愉快的周末，回到家，
你放上舒伯特的小夜曲，美美地泡上了一个玫瑰浴，
然后爬上床，抱着心爱的绒布玩具，
香香甜甜地睡了过去，开始做一个绿色的梦——梦中，
你穿着白色的长裙来到了森林里，
森林好大啊，笼罩着一层绿色的薄雾，神秘而美丽。

你好想再往里面去，可是却不知道该朝哪个方向走，这时：

１．出现了两位给你指路的人，你会听谁的？
A.慈祥的老奶奶（到２） B.长翅膀的天使（到３）

２．你面前出现两座建筑，你会走进哪一座？
A.辉煌的宫殿（到４） B.可爱的木屋（到５）

３．天使答应让你变成其他模样，你愿意变作……
A.漂亮的蝴蝶（到６） B.活泼的小熊（到７）

４．你将遇见一个尊贵的人物，是谁呢？
A.公主（到８） B.王子（到９）

５．一个小姑娘背对你倚在窗边，她在做什么？
A.欣赏风景（到８） B.沉思（到１０）

６．天上突然下起了花瓣雨！飘落的是——
A.红玫瑰（到９） B.紫丁香（到１０）

７．你欢快的在林间奔跑，却不小心撞到一堵墙——
A.很高（到１０） B.不算高（到９）

８．她的样子好美！你揉揉眼睛想看清楚，
眼前却出现了一只樱桃大蛋糕,蛋糕上有几颗樱桃？
A.5颗以上（到１１） B.5颗以下（到１２）

９．森林里所有的人和动物都可以跟英俊的王子跳一只舞，
你希望跟他跳：
A.华尔兹 "Waltz"（到１１） B.探戈 "Tango"（到１２）

１０．这时，从很远的地方传来了幽幽的琴声，
令你忍不住驻足聆听。是什么琴在打动你的心？
A.小提琴（到１１） B.古筝（到１２）

１１．不知何时，月亮悄悄地升了起来，
森林在月光中显得越发迷人了。月亮是：
A.圆圆的（到类型１） B.弯弯的（到类型２）

１２．眼看就要有更精彩的事儿发生，梦却忽然断了。
你睁开双眼，看见窗外：
A.繁星满天（到类型３） B.阳光灿烂（到类型４）

类型 A 典雅的小女神：
你有着优雅迷人的气质和极强的自尊心，
追求自我的完美和单纯高尚的快乐。
外表看，你是一个入世的人，
其实骨子里满是出世的清高。
重感情，容易受伤，也很会为自己疗伤。
你不会轻易付出自己的爱，但是一旦堕入爱河，
便渴望长相厮守，不离不弃。
提醒：过分矜持，可能会将尘缘错过的！

类型 B 孤高的艺术女孩：
崇尚唯美的你，从来不愿降低自己对于感情的要求，
无论友谊还是爱情，你都把心动的感觉放在第一位，
也正因为这样，你的知心朋友不多，
但爱慕你的男生却不少。你在他们眼中神秘而高傲，
其实内在的你是娇弱敏感的，比别人更需要依靠。
提醒：想要活得轻松，心扉一定要打开哦

类型 C 单纯的邻家妹妹：
热情开朗的你对任何人都不会吝惜自己可爱的笑容，
所以大家都很喜欢你！你对自己人不做过多要求，
懂得珍惜每一个眼下时刻，享受生活所给予的一切快乐。
无邪的你常给人静如处子、动如脱兔的感觉，
虽然你也偶尔忧伤，但连忧伤也是单纯的。
提醒：爱情比友情脆弱，要懂得“用心”才行！

类型 D 时尚的快乐精灵：
你相当自信、乐观，不会为了虚无的东西浪费感情和精力。
充满活力，善于装饰和表现自己。
你的动感魅力常常感染周围的人，
让大家由衷地希望和你做朋友。
最有可能发生一见钟情的爱，不过往往是对方一相情愿，
而你总是“拿得起放得下”。
提醒：即使爱情重复发生，适合你的也只能有一份！

ohh.. wad else t0 say.. hmm... ...

m0re or leSs.. test again...

2007-06-06T21:59:00.000+08:00

s0urces: http://www.ilovefcc.com/forum/read.php?tid=2954&u=

選擇情人，你最看重的是什麼?

本來好好睡個美容午覺的，
可是沒想到天不從人願，
討厭的事一股腦全部發生了。

門鈴聲大作、電話鈴鈴的一直響、
水龍頭的水沒關、下雨了，衣服還沒收，
這時的您會先做哪一項呢？

這是你在選擇對象時的表現。　
1－先去開門
2－先去接電話
3－先去關水龍頭
4－先去收衣服

Hmm.. ii will ch0ose opti0n 3..
c0s ii dun wanna waste water... -.-"
－－－－－－－－－－分格線－－－－－－－－－－
先去開門－
你很注重第一印象，在你的想法裡無論如何
總是希望在別人的面前自己是一個形象完美的人，
不希望給人任何怠慢的印象。

－先去接電話－
你最希望的就是能遇到一個志趣相合的人，
儘可能的花時間在交談、溝通上，基本上，
你希望他（她）是一個相當有想法能和你溝通的人。

－先去關水龍頭－
你看待感情的方式並不單純以愛不愛來看，
在你的眼裡感情的成就必須要有許多要素的輔佐，
基本經濟能力就是很重要的標的，
你希望愛情還是要有點「基礎」才行。

－先去收衣服－
和第三個選項有點相似的，
你很看重對方的「經濟能力」，
不過不同的是你比較看重他（她）的「未來性」，
就像是紅拂女夜奔李靖一樣，
看對了就算沒錢你也會捲舖蓋馬上跟著跑人！

hmm.. N$NT... hahaha... =X

jus an0ther test..

2007-06-06T21:47:00.000+08:00

s0urces: http://www.ilovefcc.com/forum/read.php?tid=3727&u

超準！你開玩笑傷人指數

你出差住旅館的時候，半夜洗澡洗到一半發現門竟然是開著的，你的直覺是什麼？
1.門沒關好被風吹開
2.該不會有鬼吧
3.自己剛剛忘記關門

Hahaha! tis is interesting! ii ans is n0: 2!
bc0s iim afraid of "ga-ga" -.-

1.選「門沒關好被風吹開」的朋友
【太嘴賤】的你開的玩笑常會讓人無地自容超尷尬：
這類型人屬於小聰明，而且反應非常快，
有時候嘴一快就把別人氣的半死，
再加上有些玩笑開的太超過了，
剛開始大家還會覺得很好笑，
可是平靜下來之後會覺得被污辱了。

2.選「該不會有鬼吧」的朋友
【幽默高手】的你開的玩笑都恰到好處皆大歡喜：
這類型人心胸很豁達，常常自我調侃，
因而讓人家卸下心防，很容易就跟人家親近，
再加上開玩笑分寸拿捏很好無傷大雅，
所以大家都會覺得他是一個幽默高手。

3.選「自己剛剛忘記關門」的朋友
【太白目】的你常開別人痛處的玩笑，讓人懷恨在心：
這類型人太老實了，有話直說，該說的說了，
不該說的也說了，而且專挑人家的痛處講，
有時候人家心情不好時聽到他講話其實會懷恨在心，
會找機會響辦法陷害他。

hmm.. 準mehs? 準mehs? 準mehs? ><"

many many things t0 say.. ohh...

2007-06-06T18:48:00.000+08:00

4/6/07 - First dae at w0rk, 6.30am

tis is my 1st j0b at hawker centre..
selling "economic" fried n0odles, beeh0on... blah blah blah..
quite interesting actually~
al0t aunties, uncles asking...
"ur daughter ah?" "ur daughter s0 hardw0rking c0me and help uu.."
"she veri cute.." ><"
zZz.. ii was s0 malu malu until ii can only smile smile~ -.-

aunty 美美 teach me al0t of things..
ii n0e s0me of uu might tink wad can ii learn
in a place like "Hawker Centre"...
actually.. ii learning h0w t0 speaks wif cust0mer..
uu all n0e lahs, ii am a veri quiet gal in real life...
t0tally different when ii in maple or msn...
and of c0s learn wads "w0rk" and "earn m0ney"..

"m0ney" can c0me "easy" f0r students like me...
everydae can get p0cket m0ney fr0m parents..
and s0me kids may n0t even n0e h0w hard their parents r w0rking..
actually ii used t0 w0nder
whyy daddy giv k0r and me $1.50-$3.00 only..
c0s tat time daddy dun earn much..
and daddy giv me m0re m0ney n0w..
usually ii will save 50% instead of spending all..

w0ops, lets get back t0 my "w0rk".. =P
ii tink ii giv aunty 美美 al0t of tr0ubles..
c0s fr0m 7am-9.30am is "peak h0urs"
(peak h0urs = al0t of cust0mers c0ming t0 buy f0ods)
and ii didnt t0k t0 a single cust0mer... ><"
ii was like bl0cking the way..
ii t0t aunty 美美 is angry me..
but she didnt!!!
she still said "欣欣啊，没关系.. 慢慢来..." wif her BEAUTIFUL SMILE!

5/6/07 - n0 need t0 w0rk..

ii went KTV wif mew, XJ k0r and his br0s..
didnt expect k0r bring his br0s al0ng!!
end up ii sang 2 s0ngs only!! =(
c0s ii was t0o shy t0 sing infr0nt of k0r's br0s..
anyways.. they sang veri well! *thumbs up*
ii n0e uu guys trying hard t0 make "smile"
anyways ii did laff and laff like a "疯子"
heehee... =)
"mew, k0r, xia0 vin, ah b0y, peter and alan.. uu guys r0x!!!"
没你们就没有可欣, 谢谢你们！

6/6/07 - Sec0nd dae at w0rk - 6.30am

t0dae alm0st overslept.. c0s ydae play t0o much.. =X

gueSs wad.. ii did t0k t0dae..
and als0 dun wan aunty 美美难做人~
t0k t0k wif aunties and uncles n0t tat scary~
they als0 veri nice..
of c0s n0t they say me "cute" lahs..
they n0e me new and nv say ii sl0w~
aunty 美美 treat me eat Happy Meal after w0rk..
SO HAPPY!!!~
c0s she said ii d0ne a g0od j0b!! =P

aunty 美美 really VERI NICE VERI NICE!!!!
MEWMEW, TREASURE UR MUMMY B4 II C0ME "SNATCH"!!
wahahaha!! =D

**我享受在你永恆懷抱中

wOops.. ii did it again..

2007-06-03T16:22:00.000+08:00

s0urces: http://www.ilovefcc.com/forum

*/if uu tink ii CraZy, can skip reading it...
c0s ii really b0red... =X

心理测试一个很准的心理测试：按下面的步骤一步一步做，不要作弊，否则你的希望会落空（用３分钟完成）发送这个留言的人说：她的愿望在十分钟内变成现实，记住：不要有欺骗行为。这个戏的结果非常有趣，注意：按顺序往下读，不能跳跃地往下读（只要花３分钟，值得一试）首先拿一枝笔和一张纸，当你在作出选择时，如果是人物，保证是你认识的，无论是数字或人物，必须是?#123;第1直觉，每次向下移动一行――记住：不要跳行往下读！

一、首先，在一列中写下１到１１的序号（即１、２、３、４、５、６、７、８、９、１０、１１）

二、在序号１和２的旁边，写下你所想的任意两个数字

三、在序号３和７的旁边，写下任意两个异性的名字。（注意：不要跳跃的向下看）

四、在序号４、５、６的旁边，写下朋友或亲戚的名字幕（不要有欺骗行为）

五、在序号８、９、１０、１１的旁边，写下４首歌的名字。六、最後，许一个愿。

Ok, tis is mine...

Number 9
Number 3
Ben
Hazzy
Mummy
Daddy
J0hn
I Lost You
Crucify My Love
Would You Be There
The Day You Went Away

结果：１. 你必须把这个游戏告诉给（序号２旁边写下的数字）个人。
２. 序号３是你所爱的人。
３. 序号７是你所喜欢的但不能与之相伴的人。
４. 序号４是你最关心的人。
５. 序号５是非常了解你的人。
６. 序号６是你重要的人。
７. 序号８的歌适合序号３的人。
８. 序号９的歌适合序号７的人。
９. 序号１０的歌最能代表你的想法。
１０. 序号１１的歌是你对生活的感受。

ii was SHOCKED t0 see the results... =.=
谢谢你花时间看～
改天请吃chocolates! BB!! =P

【测试】rec0mmended by Xia0hua

2007-06-03T15:47:00.000+08:00

【测试】测试你的恶魔度,你是神还是恶魔?

Q1 吃饭时你先吃喜欢的菜??
Yes→ 前进 Q2 ； No→前进 Q3

Q2想要的东西即使很贵也会想办法买??
Yes→ 前进 Q4； No→前进 Q6

Q3如果要变成动物你希望变成猫??
Yes→ 前进 Q5 ； No→前进 Q7

Q4你常常脚踏数条船??
Yes→ 前进 Q6 ； No→前进 Q7

Q5你常收异性送的礼物??
Yes→ 前进Q8 ； No→前进Q10

Q6你曾碰到不太熟的异性向你示爱??
Yes→ 前进 Q8 ； No→前进 Q10

Q7你常被人说看起来很年轻??
Yes→ 前进 Q10 ； No→前进 Q9

Q8你觉得常有贵人帮你??
Yes→ 前进 Q9 ； No→前进 Q11

Q9你没什麼金钱观念??
Yes→ 前进 Q12 ； No→前进 Q15

Q10你是个很有主见的人??
Yes→ 前进 Q13 ； No→前进 Q14

Q11你很难拒绝别人的要求??
Yes→ 前进 Q15 ； No→前进 Q14

Q12你的兴趣很广但都很短暂??
Yes→ 前进 Q15 ； No→前进 Q16

Q13你长得并不漂亮，但很可爱??
Yes→ 前进 Q18； No→前进 Q17

Q14你喜欢捉弄人??
Yes→ 前进 Q20； No→前进 Q16

Q15送人礼物时都会很用心挑选??
Yes→ 前进 Q19； No→前进 Q17

Q16和异性走路时都比他们快??
Yes→ 前进 Q19 ； No→前进 Q20

Q17你不喜欢油炸的食物??
Yes→ 前进 Q20； No→前进 Q19

Q18你认为女人的魅力为含蓄??
Yes→ 前进 Q19 ； No→前进 Q20

Q19你是个满迟钝的人??
Yes→ B类型； No→ A类型

Q20你自认亲和力很够??
Yes→ D类型； No→ C类型

A：相当恶魔的人种，混迹于人群中小心天使找到你！
B ：适用于人不犯我，我不犯人，人若犯我...死路一条。
C：乖孩子一型，但却不要把这种人当病猫...会咬你的。虽然不痛不痒...
D：很听话而且单纯的人间天使，但这种人可不能欺负，上面可有人保护她哦~~！

#我是乖孩子也是恶魔吗? *r0lls eyes..*

**n0te: highlighted in red is mine.. =P

sick..

2007-06-02T10:12:00.000+08:00

firstly.. ii w0uld like t0 thank mew & family
t0 bring me see d0ct0r ..
s0rrie f0r the tr0ubles..
and make uu guys w0rried...

ii was on high fever & flu 2 daes ag0...
ii t0t ii was dying.
ii was s0 weak tat ii cant m0ve freely.

and ii l0se 3kgs.. current weight 39kg!!

**ii l0st him..

Sleepless Nite...

2007-05-31T02:24:00.000+08:00

有好多话想说，但是。。。
我不懂从那说起。。

我想还是不说了。。。再说也是一样。。

说也说了
痛也痛了
哭也哭了

还能做甚么？

**他说爱是甜的，我说爱是苦的。因为我感觉痛痛的。

"What Finger Are You?"

2007-05-30T21:37:00.000+08:00

You Are a Ring Finger

You are romantic, expressive, and hopeful. You see the best in everything.
You are very artistic, and you see the world as your canvas. You are also drawn to the written word.
Inventive and unique, you are often away in your own inner world.

You get along well with: The Pinky

Stay away from: The Index Finger

What Finger Are You?

我的朋友 - "小花"

2007-05-30T21:08:00.000+08:00

今天的心情还不错。
感冒也好多了。。虽然还有点发烧。。。
但是我不觉得那里uncomfortable～

大家觉的器怪吧＝P
我是用了华语字来blog的～还不赖吧～
我终于有了这个chinese prog学这么type华语字！
哈哈。。。。
虽然有点难，但是我会一直打下去。。。
如果，有那个字打错，请你们别见怪。。。
我是第一次嘛。。。

我也想在这里＂谢谢＂我的两年多的朋友，＂小花＂
人家是个男生但是被我叫那么久。＝P
他人很好没有怪我＝）
even这个prog也是他send我的！！！

**the angels sing t0 bleSs uu~

the feeling...

2007-05-30T07:15:00.000+08:00

he sent 2 mails t0 me...
but ii didnt reply him....
2hrs ag0, ii finally haf c0urage t0 reply him..
th0u things ii wanted t0 say haf let him n0e...
but....
ii dun feel g0od in my heart....
ii jus wan t0 cry~

**我是不是該安靜的走開 "還是該在這裡等待"

Sick..

2007-05-29T16:07:00.000+08:00

flu flu flu flu flu~~~~~
ii nid personal d0ct0r~ =(

**Would You Be There?

Sleepless Nite...

2007-05-27T03:37:00.000+08:00

as usual.. they n0t at h0me again...
al0ne at h0me...
sitting in fr0nt of k0r's c0m f0r 7-8 hrs already...

t0nite ii feel m0re al0ne..
ii dunn0 whyyy ii feel m0re al0ne t0nite.
ii hate tat feeling of absolute lonliness~
where ii feels like n0thing can make me feel better

h0w ii wish s0meone c0uld jus giv me a great big hug
and tell me iim n0t al0ne...

**在這冷冷的夜裡我會學著面對獨處

Happy Meal..

2007-05-26T20:42:00.000+08:00

XJ KOR came t0 visit me jus n0w..
he b0ught me t0 Mac eat..
as usual, ii asked f0r Happy Meal...
ii n0e ppl like uu-n0e-wh0-uu-rr always SAY "ii nv gr0w"..
x_X
ii dun care... ii like t0 eat "kids meal" marhs~~

Happy Meal c0mes wif... and he named, "大猪" =_="

k0r: xia0mei, tell uu wad "大猪" is t0 pair up wif "her"
Me: ....???
k0r: she is "猪猪"... uu dunn0 mehs?
Me: ......... =_="

back fr0m Mac, and ii start t0 take pics of "them"...
mew was ar0und and she laughed~ =.=
she said ii veri wulia0z...
but after seeing the pics..
she agreed wif me... Hahaha!!

"猪猪" be0-ing "大猪"

And they really meant t0gether...
~
~
~
~
They r happy n0w & f0rever... =P

**只對你說 "사랑해요"

big plaster f0r big w0und...

2007-05-26T06:36:00.000+08:00

n0t s0 bad still g0t cutie plaster t0 c0ver it *blehz*

**爱到无可救药

am bleSsed wif XJ KORKOR's LOvE

2007-05-25T18:42:00.000+08:00

ii went t0 f0od fair wif k0r jus n0w..
he s0 nice t0ok 1/2 dae pei me g0 f0od fair..
EAT.. EAT... AND STILL EAT....
Hahaha...
ii really ate al0t t0dae..
really make my k0r w0rry & malu-malu~
c0s ii ate 1 b0wl of laksa of la-jiu-l0ts-l0ts~
usually ii dun put chilli~
and then my tears dr0p in public~
-_-*
Hee.. ppls dunn0 t0t k0r bully me... w0ops!!
(s0rrie k0r, ii w0nt d0 it again~)
<-- ii l0ve the "free gift" uu gave me..
k0r said l0ok like me.. ii see here.. see there...
WHERE GOT?! @#$%^! =X

P/S: KOR pls g0 learn h0w t0 type~
then leave me a msg.. at least a "Hi" oki? =.="

**被爱是幸福

ii will try..

2007-05-24T21:45:00.000+08:00

t0 be happy everydae..
f0rget wad had happened...
dun w0rry f0r me..

**柠檬草的味道"yogurt"

uu hurt me again and again...

2007-05-23T03:35:00.000+08:00

h0lding on t0 tis relati0nship n0t easy....
ii been telling myself haf t0 hang on...
c0s all the l0ng my daddy dislike the idea ii having bf...
and my life changed...

it is true.. ii still y0ung...
study sh0uld c0mes first..
ii d0 n0t n0e whyyy ii became like tis...
maybe ii t0o naive?

ii haf n0t tell him h0w pain ii feels inside~

c0s it was late...
he even t0ld me his hand injured cos he hit against a car
and was sent t0 SGH 2 daes ag0...
alm0st l0st his hand..

when ii n0e he was in pain and he nids t0 g0 back camp tmr~
h0w am ii g0ing t0 carry on telling him h0w ii feels..?
*hais..*

and ii n0t sure tat if he read my bl0g recently...

he was back h0me at ar0und 11plus jus n0w..
ii asked him t0 explain t0 me..
he t0ld me..
she was actually his "gan la0po"~ (g0d-wifey)
ii was like... .. .. *haiss*
and ii g0ne SPEECHLESS....

ii haf nv heard of "gan la0po"~~
all ii n0e haf "gan k0r", "gan jie" etc...

NOOOOOO...
ii cann0t accept own bf haf "gan la0po"..
jus like if ur own hubby having affair outside...
can uu accept it? =$
0hh my g0odness...
wad ii am t0king ab0ut... =.="

he said ii jeal0us...
he said ii g0t t0 trust him...
h0w am ii g0ing t0 trust him like tis???
like wad my fren said..
"g0t la0po ler still nid gan la0po??"

tis is wad ii g0t fr0m his friendster msg:
[[[Ben
Posted 17/5/2007 4:04 PM

laopo.. wo xiang nii. confirm sleeping like a pig nw. but laopo look so cute while sleeping. hehe. *muacks*]]]

the "la0po" he refering is his "gan la0po" n0t me..
the way tat gal t0k was s0.. ... *haissss*
even his frens als0 said THEY s0 sweet & ask him whether they r t0gether?
w0rse thing is...
he put up a gal pics named his la0po..
ii n0t sure if the gal is his "gan la0po"
but n0t impt...

ii dunn0 h0w cl0se both of uu..
it really sick when uu asked me t0 g0 see page 23 of ur c0mments~
and telling me maybe ii w0uld understand m0re..

h0w am ii g0ing t0 understand when my bf
calling an0ther gal "la0po"
and ii wasnt aware of anything...

ii reallly reallllly veriiiii tiredddd....
ii d0 n0t n0e h0w l0ng ii can hang on anym0re..

p/s: lengleng, thanks f0r listening me out, stand by side and supp0rt me..
mewmew, uu always my g0od sis and always lend me sh0ulder when ii nid it...
dai l0u, thanks f0r the acc0mpany and advise..
and s0rrie ii didnt g0 "IN" bed and pls dun BLOCK me =.=

**原来爱情这么伤

c0nfusing..

2007-05-22T21:29:00.000+08:00

ii was s0 sad t0dae..
cant eat.. cant sleep...
n0 m0od f0r anything....

frens said he might be playing wif tat gal...
but...
tis kind of thing can "PLAY"?
ii dunn0.. ii really dunn0....

and ii tink ii sh0uld giv him a chance t0 explain...
ii really cherish tis relati0nship..

ii checked my email jus n0w...
ii saw his mail, which sent tis m0rning...

after reading...
ii was t0uched.. sad... disapp0inted...
ii cry again...
iim tired....
really veri tired.....

**爱能不能不变?

你伤了我的心. . .

2007-05-22T05:00:00.000+08:00

ii viewed ur friendster...

saw ur new pics, ur frens msgs..

ii saw a few pics of HER...
ii d0 n0t n0e wh0 is she...
is she ur EX??
or uu guys jus started??

uu stated the gal in the pic is ur LAOPO...
thru s0me msgs on ur friendster....

ii saw......

she calls uu DEARDEAR...
UU CALL HER LAOPO.....

and the rest n0 nid me say ler..... =(

wad happen t0 uu?

2007-05-21T23:56:00.000+08:00

**he was online jus n0w & ii didnt n0e.. =(

XJ KORKOR xD

2007-05-21T20:57:00.000+08:00

jus wanted t0 dr0p a sh0rt n0te t0 tell uu..
thanks f0r taking care of me ydae..
XJ k0rk0r 我爱你!!

ii addicted...

2007-05-20T06:09:00.000+08:00

溏心风暴 - HK Drama
Mars VS Venus - SG Drama
Diner Dash - DsLite

L or F?

2007-05-19T05:37:00.000+08:00

ii am starting t0 feel tat ii am fighting my battles al0ne...

n0w ii haf no idea uu rr L or F?

uu were my pillar once..
the pillar wif "strength" and "supp0rt" has since g0ne..
ii had always h0ped tat one dae...
uu w0uld see things fr0m my side but yet till n0w uu dunn0...

uu w0uld tink tat ii really fine..
but did uu actually l0ok hard within me and sense h0w unhappy ii am??
s0me0ne t0ld me tat each time they see me, ii seem sadder and sadder..
ii was shocked by h0w obvi0us tat was bec0ming..

did uu haf n0 idea at all?

daddy..

2007-05-14T18:40:00.000+08:00

all ii n0e is t0 care of my own feeling..
and never t0t of daddy's feeling..
he haf been trying hard t0 make us like a family...
but ii only n0e h0w t0 make him angry times and times

ii really tired.. really tired...

ii dunn0 wad t0 d0 everytime..

all ii see is mrs lee sc0lding my daddy tis and tat~~
it hurts me deep inside..
iim n0t the only one n0t happy...
daddy ALSO!!!

these few days...
ii didnt speak t0 daddy a single w0rd...
he is busy wif w0rk and "attack" by mrs lee..
ii cant let him haf any pressure anym0re..

ii will be ur g0od daughter always..
always and always.....

ii LOVE uu daddy~

心动变成心碎

2007-05-12T21:18:00.000+08:00

♥ 如果你从没出现, 我会不会觉得快乐一些 ? ♥

m0ther's dae c0ming..

2007-05-10T19:36:00.000+08:00

♥ mummy, ii miSs uu ♥
♥ mummy, ii miSs uu ♥
♥ mummy, ii miSs uu ♥
♥ mummy, ii miSs uu ♥
♥ mummy, ii miSs uu ♥

*ii wish daddy, mummy, k0r and me 1 family~*

my heart hurts

2007-05-09T02:40:00.000+08:00

ii n0e ii sh0uldnt be here again~
as ii haf sci paper tmr~~

ii w0ke up at ar0und 12+am..
h0ping t0 find my dear on msn or maple.
ii really nids t0 t0k wif him
and ii saw him on msn....

Dear: laopo!!
Me: hiie dear~~
Me: cant st0p tinking of uu t0dae~~
Dear: haha
Dear: really?
Dear: y?

saw wad he replied me..
ii n0e it is his habit of putting "haha" or "l0ls"~
but s0metime ii really dun like seeing it..
ii did t0ld him ab0ut tis b4...
but he dun seems t0 rem it~

it wasnt a big pr0b~
ii jus wan t0 say my feeling ab0ut it~~

later,
f0und out he was in maple.
and he wasnt at elnath~~
s0 ii t0ok cruise back t0 vic find him..
ii wanted t0 tell him wad haf happening t0 me t0dae..
and miissed him badly~~

ii nv felt like tis b4
ii even cried t0dae~
ii used t0 share my t0ts and pr0bs wif mewmew~
but n0w... *hais...*

in the end, we didnt manage t0 chat~
he want me t0 g0 study~
ii n0e study is impt~~
but really h0pe t0 chat wif him awhile.. =(

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"h0w ii wish dear held my little hand everydae"

sleepless nite & al0ne at h0me

2007-05-08T05:11:00.000+08:00

ii sh0uld be in bed at tis time..
c0s ii haf paper ltr in the dae~

ii tinking of my dear again~ =(

g0t sc0lding by daddy

2007-04-26T17:02:00.000+08:00

ii knew tis dae will c0me,
but n0t s0 s0on..
daddy actually check on me again...
NO~
ii sh0uld say is mrs lee check on me~
ever since she m0ved in,
ii nv haf a g0od life...

h0w ii wish daddy nv met her b4
and daddy w0nt CHANGED bc0s of her..

daddy listen t0 mrs lee always..
he trust her m0re than me

ii dun actually n0e when tis happen...
mrs lee checked my stuffs..
she used my lappy...
she saw all my things st0red in my lappy
dunn0 whr she g0t my pws t0 access it!
she even read my diary which ii kept in my wardr0be~
0h damn it!

ya, she t0ld EVERYTHING t0 my daddy~

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(it remind me of my life in yr 2006)

daddy actually banned me f0r n0t t0 use c0mputer,
n0 g0 out wif fren, c0me h0me straight after sch b4..
n0e h0w my life during the peri0ds?
t0tally can kill me~

during tat time,
ii t0ld myself haf t0 bear wif it..
if iim g0od, daddy will n0e~

yes daddy knew it!!
and ii can lead n0rmal life again!!~

ii dun wan t0 lead tat kind of life again~
iim scared.. real scared~~
s0 ii t0ld myself tat ii MUST cherish tis chance.
be daddy's g0od gal and be NICE t0 mrs lee~
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NOoooo~~~
ii dun wan tis t0 be happen again~
daddy sc0lded me..
he n0es ab0ut us~ (ben & me)
he wan t0 n0e the truth
he wan me t0 end tis r/s~
ii cried~~
ii begged~~

ii wanted t0 lie t0 my daddy
tat it was jus "game r/s" n0 others~
but ii c0uldnt d0 s0~
he is my daddy,
a man tat ii respect
a man tat ii l0ve s0 much~~

in the end,
ii t0ld him the truth..
and he sending me t0 granny's place,
t0 let my uncle l0ok after me..

tat means,
ii cann0t g0 out, use c0m and play maple anym0re~
ii g0nna l0st my maple frens again~
and my dear t0o~
will he sad?
will he l0st w/o me?
will he tink of me?
will he miss me?
will he wait f0r me?

s0 saddd many things in mind~
ii cry.. cry and cry~~
h0w ii wish he c0me and take me away~

far.. far away~~

d0 ii really haf t0 hide it f0rever??

2007-04-24T02:16:00.000+08:00

t0dae ah yi asked h0w ii been d0ing..
ii t0ld her my relati0nship abt us...
she was mad after hearing wad ii said..
ii tried t0 get her believe me wad iim d0ing..
and she is veri w0rry me..

she t0ld me t0 tink twice wad iim d0ing n0w..
and it is n0t the time f0r "BGR"~

*hais*

ii d0 n0t n0e wad will happen in future..
ii really luv him..
wad t0 d0?
give up??
if daddy f0und out..
ii w0nt be in sg anym0re...
he said will send me away if ii n0t guai~

and n0wadays...
mewmew als0 g0t her pr0bs..
ii w0rry f0r her t0o...
bc0s of her parents,
she quitted maple...
n0 m0re g0 h0me late~
n0 m0re askin $$ f0r fun actitvities~
n0 m0re chatting wif frens over the f0ne~
n0 m0re internet~
and she officially br0ke up wif w0ofy~
ii n0e she still haf feeling f0r him~
but she cann0t be wif him anym0re...

all ii can d0 is stay beside her
t0k t0k & share snacks~~

ii understand parents r f0r our g0od~
but dun they tink tat is t0o much f0r us??
all we wan jus abit m0re FREEDOM~
YA FREEDOM is all ii wan n0w~~

till n0w ii didnt menti0n daddy ab0ut our relati0nship~
tis time really diff fr0m past..

my brain is tired~~ tired~~ really tired ler~~

s0 sadddd

2007-04-21T01:38:00.000+08:00

♥ *可欣只對笨猪有感覺* ♥

♥ *我爱我的笨猪* ♥

ii meant wad ii said...

h0w abt uu.....???

ii s0 sadddd n0w....

uu wasnt here.....

where uu~~~~

sleepless nite - ii miiss uu

2007-04-21T01:12:00.000+08:00

t0dae bc0s of me he quarrel wif ppls..

ii regretted f0r telling him tat ii kena bullied...

and cause him angry wif th0se kiddies....

haissss..

n0w 1am plus ler...

w0 ha0 xiang ta~~~

but he dunn0...

s0 sadddd....

the feeling..

2007-04-19T02:26:00.000+08:00

t0dae ii felt s0 saddd.. and ii c0uldn't explain whyyy
and ii listening Janice's s0ngs...
0ne of her s0ng "Never Let Y0u Go"....
make me cry~ cry~~ and cry~~~
ii really w0rried the dae will c0me...

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Janice Wei Lan - Never Let You Go Lyrics

The rain just never seems to bring the joy, I feel the same,
Everlasting pain of my loss remains,
My heart can't seem to learn to part,
The hold you left your mark,
All that I dreamed of now it seem so stark,

Though I told myself, won't hold my breath,
A part of me was dying,
There is nothing left for me to do now, but give in,

*Chorus
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go.

The way you left me on the train,
I don't know what to say,
I remember everything of that day,
I can't believe we'd never dance,
I just need one more chance,
To share the sunset,
Our one last romance,

Though I told myself, won't hold my breath,
A part of me was dying,
There is nothing left for me to do now but give in,

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,

I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go.

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,

I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go

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**y0u shui hui ming bai w0 de xin?

Ta-Da!!! My first Blog!~~ *winks

2005-10-13T14:21:00.000+08:00

lalalalaa..

*testing testing.. 123.... ... ...

Tat is MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! HeEhEe.... .... ... ....
I'm alone... .... ....

(i dunno wad to write actually -_-")